Okay finally learned how to love myself after being in toxic relationship he had multiple children on me I started drugs a little after it became so addictive I became an addict I went to jail 3 years my mom got sick and she passed away from covid 3 months before I came home from my incarceration I have three kids that I now have custody of I stay with my new boyfriend heaven sent he helps me with a lot financially and mentally he’s definitely been a mentor r now I’m just on a journey trying to re-establish my youth in this healing process becoming a better mother and a better person and I won’t complain things aren’t perfect things could be better I don’t have a complete career but I am ready for challenge and new better days to come